"One of these, twice a day."
She said with a forced smile.
Too tired to complain,
I think that was a third time..
. Again these chemicals stitch me up.
Numb my senses,
and lift me up.
Apathy turns to pathetic smile.
I swallow the guilt
as a capsel melts to my mouth.
I die away slowly as a recipe gets old.
I drift further... Shall I let it go?
We fall forward past the warning signs.
Help isn't coming from a restless mind.
One of these, twice a day.
I'm too tired to complain.
My artificial oasis
in this desert of grief.
I lean on this moment.
I focus to just breathe.
These dark thoughts lead me nowhere.
I want to get out of here.
Just anywhere...
I wish I can
forgive my traitors.
Face my hate
and kick regret out of my home.
I still feel that emptiness around.
I remember how that hollow silence sounds.
I kill all leathal thoughts,
burn down these self-made walls.
I slowly move on by bleeding through these songs
She said with a forced smile.
Too tired to complain,
I think that was a third time..
. Again these chemicals stitch me up.
Numb my senses,
and lift me up.
Apathy turns to pathetic smile.
I swallow the guilt
as a capsel melts to my mouth.
I die away slowly as a recipe gets old.
I drift further... Shall I let it go?
We fall forward past the warning signs.
Help isn't coming from a restless mind.
One of these, twice a day.
I'm too tired to complain.
My artificial oasis
in this desert of grief.
I lean on this moment.
I focus to just breathe.
These dark thoughts lead me nowhere.
I want to get out of here.
Just anywhere...
I wish I can
forgive my traitors.
Face my hate
and kick regret out of my home.
I still feel that emptiness around.
I remember how that hollow silence sounds.
I kill all leathal thoughts,
burn down these self-made walls.
I slowly move on by bleeding through these songs