I put those days
to the golden spoon.
Heat them under flame
which faded out too soon.
Made fix from my memories.
Shot them to my vein.
Drowned out from reality,
embraced my misery.
Self-pity raises it's head.
It b***s me to the neck.
Spreads the poison to my system
and makes me want to be dead.
I fill my syringe
with regret and self-hate.
I lose myself to this
meaningless s***.
I fuel my sadness with
dreams I once dreamed.
I lose myself to this
sea of regret.
I crushed those days
to the mirror plate.
Made one line from hate,
another from pain.
I spend my days
in this filty hole.
Snort my broken dreams
to my bleeding nose.
Too much s*** in too short time.
Too much s*** to this fragile mind.
Knee deep in yesterday
I drag this burden with me.
to the golden spoon.
Heat them under flame
which faded out too soon.
Made fix from my memories.
Shot them to my vein.
Drowned out from reality,
embraced my misery.
Self-pity raises it's head.
It b***s me to the neck.
Spreads the poison to my system
and makes me want to be dead.
I fill my syringe
with regret and self-hate.
I lose myself to this
meaningless s***.
I fuel my sadness with
dreams I once dreamed.
I lose myself to this
sea of regret.
I crushed those days
to the mirror plate.
Made one line from hate,
another from pain.
I spend my days
in this filty hole.
Snort my broken dreams
to my bleeding nose.
Too much s*** in too short time.
Too much s*** to this fragile mind.
Knee deep in yesterday
I drag this burden with me.