I'm sorry for spreading
this hopelesness all around.
But now I have to throw up
these words out.
I got a thousand stories
about givin up.
but just few good ones
from keeping on.
tried everything,
to get kicks from whatever
crossed my mind.
but nothing felt nothing..
. you know that line...
I kept looking for answers
from anywhere but me.
can't confront mirror
and accept what I see.
I took a hell of a trip to the recesses of my mind.
started to get confused from what i found,
too many things I had hidden my whole life.
too much sWallowed puke along the way.
I need to get some sense
to this absurd mess
My will to believe...
well...
nothing left.
I hate to say it but
that's the f****** truth.
I don't need no one
but still I wait here for you...
I search something to fill up
this hole in my soul.
wish for some guidance to my journey
to the great unknown
this hopelesness all around.
But now I have to throw up
these words out.
I got a thousand stories
about givin up.
but just few good ones
from keeping on.
tried everything,
to get kicks from whatever
crossed my mind.
but nothing felt nothing..
. you know that line...
I kept looking for answers
from anywhere but me.
can't confront mirror
and accept what I see.
I took a hell of a trip to the recesses of my mind.
started to get confused from what i found,
too many things I had hidden my whole life.
too much sWallowed puke along the way.
I need to get some sense
to this absurd mess
My will to believe...
well...
nothing left.
I hate to say it but
that's the f****** truth.
I don't need no one
but still I wait here for you...
I search something to fill up
this hole in my soul.
wish for some guidance to my journey
to the great unknown