I lost all the answers to these closing walls.
I found only stains and holes,
not even yes or no.
With eyes glued and hands tied
we spoke sign language and lied.
I threw bottles to the sea,
knocked wrong doors during this tragedy.
I face my fears. Dip so f****** deep to learn
(and i'll try to remember it)
it's only me who can set me free.
I pile up these stones from my chest.
Try to build a safe place where I can rest.
I hope my blueprint is stronger this time.
...but too often I still feel I'm like a coward with a gun.
Finger on the trigger and ready to run.
That fearful moment always drags me so f****** down.
yes, I know It's only me who can set me free...
I found only stains and holes,
not even yes or no.
With eyes glued and hands tied
we spoke sign language and lied.
I threw bottles to the sea,
knocked wrong doors during this tragedy.
I face my fears. Dip so f****** deep to learn
(and i'll try to remember it)
it's only me who can set me free.
I pile up these stones from my chest.
Try to build a safe place where I can rest.
I hope my blueprint is stronger this time.
...but too often I still feel I'm like a coward with a gun.
Finger on the trigger and ready to run.
That fearful moment always drags me so f****** down.
yes, I know It's only me who can set me free...