spiral of despair Lyrics

itsumodoori no asa no hizashi wo kyou mo kawarazu miru hazu datta
minareta hazu no kono basho wa ima oto mo tatezu ni tada kuzurete iku

donna ni nukedashitakutemo subete no tobira wa tozasarete ita
watashi no kizu wo semetateru itami dake ga kasoku suru
atatakaku nijimu namida wa kieteku asu ni sarawareta
nigeba no nai kokoro wa yami ni tsutsumarenagara ochite iku shika dekinakute...

kanashimi dake ga zetsubou dake ga shihai s**** iru michi aruiteta
kasuka na yume wo miru koto sae mo yamete shimaeba mou naku koto mo nai
jiyuu wo motometa ude wa shibarare chikara naku furuete ita

moshi aisuru hito ga soba de yasashisa wo kureta no nara
kono zankoku na genjitsu mo kurushimi mo taerareru no ni...
kodoku ni naki tsukarehateta watashi wa yami e to sugaru koto shika dekinakute...

kagayaki nakushita sekai de watashi wa hitori ikiteku
namida no sono atsusa dake ga yuiitsu nokosareta kibou
moshi aisuru hito ga soba de yasashisa wo kureta no nara
kono zankoku na genjitsu mo kurushimi mo taerareru no ni...
nigeba no nai kokoro wa yami ni tsutsumarenagara f**ai rasen ni ochite iku...
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