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トラウマ Lyrics

ハート型のジャングルに潜むトラウマが 私を支配する
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
だんだん だんだん
Remember

小さい頃の痛い記憶をエグるように 彼は聞くの
過去の恋と家族の事と君の事をもっと教えてと
プロフを作ると評価はどうなの?
臭いモノにはフタをしてたけど
肩書きなら最高 パパならばいないよ
元彼はもちろん強い人よ
そうゆう女よ 心配ならご無用
それでも私を愛してると 言ってくれる人 どこかにいるの?
大人になる=嘘が増える
人間を 憎みたくて....
憎めなくて....
歌ってる

ハート型のジャングルに潜むトラウマが 二人を引き離す
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
だんだん だんだん
Remember

ハート型のジャングルで唯一 清めるのは涙のオアシス
I'm Crying,
Crying,
Darling.
I'm Crying,
Crying,
Darling.
だんだん だんだん 
Remember

二本の足にハンデを持つ ある女の子が転入してきた
クラス中みんな手を差し延べた
ちやほやされた 1年後はどうだ....
残った友達はたった1人だった
なら始めから優しくすんな
吠えてる捨て犬 ある子が拾う
噛み付かれたと怒って また捨てる....
噛み付いて当然 怯えて当然
保健所に追われ 人に捨てられて
恨みは増えて 憎しみは生まれ
私のように睨み続ける

なんでみんな自分と違うと 上辺だけの優しさくれるの?
I Want you,
Want you,
Darling.
I Want you,
Want you,
Darling.
だんだん だんだん 
Remember

トラウマすら受け止めて生きる こんな私を誰か包んで
Keep Trying,
Trying,
Darling.
Keep Trying,
Trying,
Daddy.
だんだん だんだん
Remember

笑える日 笑える日
まだまだね まだまだね
救われる? 報われる?
What you wanna knew
What you wanna knew?
待つヒカリ 待つヒカリ
愛された事 などないの...
だからかな 愛し方 わからないの...
知りたいよ 教えてよ 信じたいの...

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hato kata no janguru ni hisomu torauma ga watakushi wo shihai suru
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
dandan dandan...
Remember
chiisai koro no itai kioku wo ru you ni kare ha kiku no
kako no koi to kazoku no goto to kimi no goto wo motto oshie te to
wo tsukuru to hyouka ha dou na no
kusai mono ni ha futa wo shi te ta kedo?
katagaki nara saikou papa nara ba i nai yo
moto kare ha mochiron tsuyoi hito yo
sou yuu jo yo shimpai nara go muyou
soredemo watakushi wo aishi teru to itu te kureru hito doko ka ni iru no?
taijin ni naru ikoru uso ga fueru
ningen wo nikumi taku te
nikume naku te
utatu teru

hato kata no janguru ni hisomu torauma ga ni nin wo hikihanasu
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
I Need you,
Need you,
Darling.
dandan dandan...
Remember

hato kata no janguru de yuiitsu kiyomeru no ha namida no oashisu
I'm Crying,
Crying,
Darling.
I'm Crying,
Crying,
Darling.
dandan dandan...
Remember

ni hon no ashi ni hande wo motsu aru onnanoko ga tennyuu shi te ki ta
kurasu naka minna te wo sashinobe ta
chiyahoya sa re ta nen nochi ha dou da
nokotu ta tomodachi ha tatta nin datu ta
nara hajime kara yasashiku sun na
hoe teru sute inu aru shi ga hirou
kamitsuka re ta to ikatu te mata suteru
kamitsui te touzen obie te touzen
hokensho ni owa re hito ni sute rare te
urami ha fue te nikushimi ha umare
watakushi no you ni nirami tsuzukeru

nande minna jibun to chigau to jouhen dake no yasashi sa kureru no
I Want you,
Want you,
Darling.
I Want you,
Want you,
Darling.
dandan dandan...
Remember
torauma sura uketome te ikiru konna watakushi wo tare ka tsutsun de
Keep Trying,
Trying,
Darling.
Keep Trying,
Trying,
Daddy.
dandan dandan...
Remember

waraeru hi waraeru hi
madamada ne madamada ne
sukuwa reru mukuwa reru
What you wanna knew
What you wanna knew
matsu hikari matsu hikari
aisa re ta koto nado nai no
dakara ka na itoshi kata wakara nai no
shiri tai yo oshie te yo shinji tai no

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Lurking in a heart-shaped jungle is the trauma that has a hold over me
I need you, need you darling. I need you, need you Daddy.
I'm starting to remember

It brings up the painful memories of when I was little, when he asks me:
Tell me about your past loves and your family, also more about yourself.
If I was to make a profile, how would it be evaluated?
I covered up the rotten thing, but my profile would be excellent if not for my Papa
My former boyfriend was a strong person of course.
I'm that kind of woman too, don't worry about me.
Yet where is a person who will say he loves me?
As I become an adult = the lies increase.

I want to hate a person... but I can't hate... I sing.

Lurking in a heart-shaped jungle is the trauma that has separated us.
I need you, need you darling. I need you, need you Daddy.
I'm starting to remember

Only in a heart-shaped jungle is an oasis of tears that purify.
I'm crying, crying darling. I'm crying, crying Daddy.
I'm starting to remember.

When a girl handicapped in both legs joined our school
everyone in the class gave her a helping hand and made a fuss of her,
but how is it one year later...
Only one person remained her friend, so don't even be kind from the start.

An abandoned dog was barking, a boy picked it up.
It angrily bit him and was abandoned again...
Naturally it bit, naturally it was scared.
It had been chased by the health center, it had been abandoned,
Its grudges increased, hatred was born. Like me it keeps scowling.

People only seem kind on the surface, why should I be any different to them?
I want you, want you darling. I want you, want you Daddy.
I'm starting to remember.

Even this trauma I can take, if there is someone beside me.
Keep trying, trying darling. Keep trying, trying Daddy.
I'm starting to remember.

A day when I can smile, a day when I can smile. Father help me, Father help me.
Not yet, not yet. Mother mother help, Mother mother help.
To be redeemed? To be recompensed? What you wanna do? What you wanna do?
Wait for the light, wait for the light. Can you hear me? Can you hear me?

I was never shown any love, so I don't even know how to love.
I want to know! Teach me! I want to trust.
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