i focus on mirrors and they reflect only the demons upon my heavy restless shoulders i'm born to be oh nothing and nothing sweet grows near to me and i cannot see the beauty in living like this i guess the downside was always meant to be my lifestyle oh my friend why i missed our last goodbye and now the only time that i can see your face is searching through the memories that i've erased and now the only time that i can see your face again is searching through all the memories that i erased in the pain i erased in the pain well i never no i never felt so alone before and i never no i never felt so alone before and if i had have known that you would not be here tomorrow i never would have said that i didn't have the time for you and i guess we never know when death is standing at our door walk slow through heavens gates dear and one day i'll follow you