This Is Not a Song Lyrics

If Penny roams away I will have lost everything.
In many subtle ways I already don't have anything.
I hate to watch you go,
Like if you ever learned it never shows.
This is not a song,
so why do I find it so hard to move on?
It's a crime to be crying for this long.
In other atmosphere my head comes loose,
and in the free fall I can feel the blues.
I hate to watch you go,
like if you ever learned it never shows.

If this is just a song,
then why do I find it so hard to move on?
It's a crime to be crying for this long.