So you think that I should be a man who's free of sin
I've done enough to prove that I am not capable of that
I'm not claiming that I'm all that bad
But I'm not surprised that I've created distance from my past
Three hundred and sixty five days ago
I was a different man
Once my world caught on fire
There has been a slight change of plan
More liqour was poured, I found out love is for w****s
White powder allowed bad ideas to form
All of this is consequence, this year could be my last
Maybe I am crazy
But either way, I'm okay
I'm alive today
But it won't take away this pain
One day I'm expecting to pay for
The things that I've done in this life
I tried to take my time
But it never turns out right
I know it's just a matter of time
If only all of you could see into my mind
Then you would probably find a boy who's barely clinging to life
Maybe I am crazy
But either way, I'm okay
I'm alive today
But it won't take away this pain
I've done enough to prove that I am not capable of that
I'm not claiming that I'm all that bad
But I'm not surprised that I've created distance from my past
Three hundred and sixty five days ago
I was a different man
Once my world caught on fire
There has been a slight change of plan
More liqour was poured, I found out love is for w****s
White powder allowed bad ideas to form
All of this is consequence, this year could be my last
Maybe I am crazy
But either way, I'm okay
I'm alive today
But it won't take away this pain
One day I'm expecting to pay for
The things that I've done in this life
I tried to take my time
But it never turns out right
I know it's just a matter of time
If only all of you could see into my mind
Then you would probably find a boy who's barely clinging to life
Maybe I am crazy
But either way, I'm okay
I'm alive today
But it won't take away this pain