Same Old Sufferings, Part II Lyrics

So, I couldn't find the highway
Buildings around, places I can't stay

Faces again, see me here
Faith that can only feel fear
A cute golden ecstasy in my arms
A silent melody through my palms

A smooth chainsaw in my head
A book that can't be read

Alive
Never felt so good today
I feel that I'll die today

Alive
My head is about to break
All is done now

I'm alive
Never felt so good today
I feel that I'll die today
Alive
All is done now
I'm alive

I don't have faith anymore
I don't have a needle anymore

I can't fly so high anymore
I can't even feel me, sore

Delete my mind so I can change
Remove my thoughts so I can stay
Gimme the gun so I could change
Gimme the gun so I could stay

Alive
Never felt so good today
I feel that I'll die today

Alive
My head is about to break
All is done now

I'm alive
Never felt so good today
I feel that I'll...

Die today
Die today