You can't control the state you're in, your situation makes me sick. I'm not your dad, the things I've said it's all because I really care. No it won't change so don't complain unless you try to ease the pain. I told you once, I told you twice, your boring life is built on lies. I saw you last month and you had all these big plans laid out, so excited and sure you found a way out but yesterday I saw you lying on your back with a liquid brain you can't do much of your life. The time was right, I wished the best, sorry but I had to get it off my chest. Its all in your hands to make a change, I am so sick of your lame excuses, get out of your f****** cage! If you're gonna run in circles... do it in the pit...