It hurts because I´m alive and kicking
I try so hard to figure it out,
I speak the truth, face it I`m not kidden,
It`s quite absurd, I wish that I was dead.
I left you this note babe, because I feel like s***...
and I know it`s a sin what I`m about to do,
Life has been a b**** to me and you are the only person who truly be lived me
so I hope you forgive me honey and don`t judge me to hard okay?
Come on, pick up the phone, I want you to, come home
don´t bear the burden alone, don´t leave me, don´t leave me all alone !!!
It hurts because I´m alive and kicking
I try so hard to figure it out,
I speak the truth, face it I`m not kidden,
It`s quite absurd, I wish that I was dead.
You know, I wan abused when I was a child and my parents didn`t care
and now our house is burned to the ground caused by a f****** hurricane
and almost every bone in my body has been broken, so now I can´t work any more
and because of that, I can`t even support my own family, that´s why I can`t cope with this
f****** life!
You know, I really love you and you can count on me
I hear the children`s crying, don´t leave us, don´t leave us all alone !!!
I say a prayer to the father in heaven, what shall I do, give me a sign,
I´m all frustrated, send an angel to my rescue, beyond my reach, where are you?
I`m all cunfused, there`s a devil inside me, he rips my soul an my heart apart
I`m going down, heading fore a straight fall, so hear me, save me!
It hurts because I´m alive and kicking
I try so hard to figure it out,
I speak the truth, face it I`m not kidden,
It`s quite absurd, I wish that I was dead.
I try so hard to figure it out,
I speak the truth, face it I`m not kidden,
It`s quite absurd, I wish that I was dead.
I left you this note babe, because I feel like s***...
and I know it`s a sin what I`m about to do,
Life has been a b**** to me and you are the only person who truly be lived me
so I hope you forgive me honey and don`t judge me to hard okay?
Come on, pick up the phone, I want you to, come home
don´t bear the burden alone, don´t leave me, don´t leave me all alone !!!
It hurts because I´m alive and kicking
I try so hard to figure it out,
I speak the truth, face it I`m not kidden,
It`s quite absurd, I wish that I was dead.
You know, I wan abused when I was a child and my parents didn`t care
and now our house is burned to the ground caused by a f****** hurricane
and almost every bone in my body has been broken, so now I can´t work any more
and because of that, I can`t even support my own family, that´s why I can`t cope with this
f****** life!
You know, I really love you and you can count on me
I hear the children`s crying, don´t leave us, don´t leave us all alone !!!
I say a prayer to the father in heaven, what shall I do, give me a sign,
I´m all frustrated, send an angel to my rescue, beyond my reach, where are you?
I`m all cunfused, there`s a devil inside me, he rips my soul an my heart apart
I`m going down, heading fore a straight fall, so hear me, save me!
It hurts because I´m alive and kicking
I try so hard to figure it out,
I speak the truth, face it I`m not kidden,
It`s quite absurd, I wish that I was dead.