I USE TO THINK THAT STABILITY AND SETTLING WENT HAND IN HAND THAT'S WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET MY HEAD ABOVE THE CURRENT ABOVE THE PRECEDENT THEY SET YOU'RE THE BRANCH THAT I HELD ONTO YOU'RE THE ONE WHO PULLED ME OUT YOU PUT UP WITH SO MUCH FROM ME A BOY WHO SAYS HE WON'T GROW UP WHO SPENDS HIS WEEKENDS SPILLING HIS GUTS AND SLEEPING IN PARKING LOTS I'M A MESS THAT YOU DON'T DESERVE I'M SCARED OF THE TWO THINGS THAT ARE CERTAIN IN LIFE; THINGS WILL NEVER STAY THE SAME AND WE'LL ALL FADE AWAY IN TIME IT'S THINGS LIKE THIS WE TRY AND FORGET BUT DON'T LEAVE THE BACK OF OUR MIND IT'S A DAILY STRUGGLE I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME I HAVE TROUBLE SLEEPING I CAN'T WRAP MY HEAD AROUND THE FACT THAT IN SIXTY YEARS IT'LL BE LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST I DIDN'T EVEN MATTER (I'M A MESS THAT YOU DON'T DESERVE)