Speech Patterns Lyrics

I'm already picking up you speech patterns
i already wanna go home
iv got so used to running away
that its hard to imagine sleeping in the same bed
with the same boy everyday
and i spend so much time trying to please everyone i know
that i let everyone down
these broken promises, and self centered decisions
its a problem
unhealthy communication
lacking relationships
but I'm already picking up your speech patterns
and i already wanna go home
but if i last until may I'm afraid of the ways in witch I'l change
and the ways in witch i will stay the same

the hill my building sits on is so slippery
and its hard to get a grip
in this rigid January whether
but if i dig my heels in
i think I'l make it to the top
or at least to the middle
every now and then i think the middle is good enough for me
for now i think the middle is good enough for me