Served a lifetime's fearfulness to be denied How I mind who ever lived this life Wondering what of me made him decide To turn me from the city in the sky What must I have done in my past life To deserve this neglection before my eyes? Waiting for a chance to make him see To live in exile is destroying me The pain I forced upon myself is deep Now I can rest in peace... Now fly away until I reach a piece of forgivness If it even exists Maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget But right now, I can't Forever praising him devotedly Yet here I am being denied my dream Now the agers buiding up inside My blood is boiling to be justified Waiting for a chance to make him see To live in exile is destroying me The pain I forced upon myself is deep Now I can rest in peace... Now fly away until I reach a piece of forgivness If it even exists Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget But right now, I can't Now fly away until I reach a piece of forgiveness If it even exists Then maybe someday I will learn to forgive and forget but right now I can't Heaven's waiting for you and you take your final breath let your soul be at rest His arms wide open but you'll never feel his warm embrace Angel in disgrace!