Terrible Ride Lyrics

I am the laughing man
at the side of the bed who extends his hand
i tell you i'll make you smile
i lurch over you and cough up black bile
you grip my palm so tight
but not too tight, you squeeze just right
it feel so good to give in
it's been a while, where's this feeling been?
Gonna take a terrible ride
crawl through the darkness tonight
alone and moving faster, faster
speak to me darling
while you claw at the sky
alone and dying faster, faster