Goodbye, Blue Monday Lyrics

snowing on a monday
as i am driving home
the guilt begins to creep up
from the ones ive left alone
and on this road their bodies
still hang up in the air
between the birches branches
where i last left them there
palm prints on my window
from her hands out in the cold
four years have gone by here
and I have gotten old

[ chorus: ]
and you said yourself
that Im falling towards the sun
like I disguise myself
to make you forget Im the one
like this was just a trap i built
and you are just a game i won
and I dont want to run
I remember counting white beads
as I sat in wooden pews
where i laid down my confessions
and i said a prayer for you
cause its harder in december
and its harder in the cold
and its hard not to remember
all the lies that we have told late at night
shifting shade under florescent light
[ chorus ]

s***e beats at salvation
and i knew you wanted more
so i paint myself in moonlight
and i unlock all the doors
because the city is getting smaller
and I dont know where to go
and I spent my only dollar
hoping maybe you would know