I don't count all that I've lost
I look down and stare at the void of my life
I've seen nothing, I just dreamt for years
I hope, but nothing's gone
Things are getting ever worse
And tomorrow will be one more step into the deep
I'm so tired I can't even complain
I'm autistic and silent
I contemplate the subtleties of darkness
I focus on the inexpressable
Fingers in my mouth to vomit the abhorrence of muted passion
I look down and stare at the void of my life
I've seen nothing, I just dreamt for years
I hope, but nothing's gone
Things are getting ever worse
And tomorrow will be one more step into the deep
I'm so tired I can't even complain
I'm autistic and silent
I contemplate the subtleties of darkness
I focus on the inexpressable
Fingers in my mouth to vomit the abhorrence of muted passion