This evening's no different from last night,
Or the nights before.
I find myself in a fetal position,
Hands wrapped tight around my throat.
I'm thinking nothing seems to flow,
Except this drowning sweat that's choking me to question.
What I wrote you, at the time, I meant every word.
Now, each thought like my body twists and contorts.
Felt this churning peristalsis reversed.
Fluttering in my throat a swarm of locusts erupts from my mouth.
Running, stumbling hand over hand,
Slipping through and splashing the floor.
Pure adrenaline surge tensed muscle tears from its frame.
Pieces strewn from end to end.
Still feel no pain, locked in overdrive.
And if you could move it, would only be a crawl.
I've see you before in my life.
I want to tear you down,
Immerse myself in your flames,
Bathe in your ashes.
Before this day, I never felt so alive.
I've see you before in my life,
I want to tear you down.
Immerse myself in your flames.
Yesterday erased a trace of my life.
I can't recall, but your voice reminds me.
Forever war,
Lifetime burning,
Another battlefield to prove my worth.
Prove my worth as a failure.
In your eyes,
Ten minutes sway as far as the eye can see.
Electrical towers span mile after mile.
I've see you before in my life,
I've see you before in my life and
I want to tear you down.
I've come to tear you down.
My mind is a ghetto where I'm breeding disease.
No refuge in the germ factory.
From behind my window I see you standing on the platform,
Waiting on the northbound.
Plan my moves six steps in advance,
Take refuge in the germ factory.
Visions of technicolor murder so vivid, so real.
Visions of technicolor murder, fulfilling some obscene prophecy.
I've come to tear you down,
I've come to tear you down,
I've come to tear you down.
Obsession spreading like cancer.
(Awareness) heightened to arc light precision.
Every last detail.
Or the nights before.
I find myself in a fetal position,
Hands wrapped tight around my throat.
I'm thinking nothing seems to flow,
Except this drowning sweat that's choking me to question.
What I wrote you, at the time, I meant every word.
Now, each thought like my body twists and contorts.
Felt this churning peristalsis reversed.
Fluttering in my throat a swarm of locusts erupts from my mouth.
Running, stumbling hand over hand,
Slipping through and splashing the floor.
Pure adrenaline surge tensed muscle tears from its frame.
Pieces strewn from end to end.
Still feel no pain, locked in overdrive.
And if you could move it, would only be a crawl.
I've see you before in my life.
I want to tear you down,
Immerse myself in your flames,
Bathe in your ashes.
Before this day, I never felt so alive.
I've see you before in my life,
I want to tear you down.
Immerse myself in your flames.
Yesterday erased a trace of my life.
I can't recall, but your voice reminds me.
Forever war,
Lifetime burning,
Another battlefield to prove my worth.
Prove my worth as a failure.
In your eyes,
Ten minutes sway as far as the eye can see.
Electrical towers span mile after mile.
I've see you before in my life,
I've see you before in my life and
I want to tear you down.
I've come to tear you down.
My mind is a ghetto where I'm breeding disease.
No refuge in the germ factory.
From behind my window I see you standing on the platform,
Waiting on the northbound.
Plan my moves six steps in advance,
Take refuge in the germ factory.
Visions of technicolor murder so vivid, so real.
Visions of technicolor murder, fulfilling some obscene prophecy.
I've come to tear you down,
I've come to tear you down,
I've come to tear you down.
Obsession spreading like cancer.
(Awareness) heightened to arc light precision.
Every last detail.