God bless my curse. why heal? this gift hurts. The fire has died? still i'm tortured by the burn inside. but you didn't have f****** thing to do with it, you never played a g****** part in it, i've given so much i'll die in it, you still feel its your right to f*** with it....i was never pushed, i f****** let go, you never pushed me you f***, you think i'd give you the pleasure? Fail. I hope you fail in your life, i know you've failed in your mind...i've learnt what faliure is about, you f****** dead sure i won't try?
if i cry then i can't see, these blood soaked tears set me free, i drowned these tears so i can see reality inside of me....i was never pushed, i f****** let go, you never pushed me you f***, you think i'd give you the pleasure? is that what you believe, is that what you f****** wanna hear? you f****** know i'm real, you f****** know i'm here...i know you inside out, i know you better than i know myself......i serve you better than i serve myself...why? why, why is this in me.
i'm breathing, i'm praying to that selfish god within me, to that hollow god that stalks you. praise your g****** life, fulfill your g****** life...praise your g******** life, fulfill your g******** life. stillborn liar, wartorn liar, forlorn liar. i may fail but you have to pick me up to see, i may fail but you have to test me out to see. i may fail but you have to pick me up to see, i may fail but you have to test me out to see. you scatter, but i have to gather, fallen all over and i will gather. you scatter, but i have to gather, fallen all over and i will gather. why?
if i cry then i can't see, these blood soaked tears set me free, i drowned these tears so i can see reality inside of me....i was never pushed, i f****** let go, you never pushed me you f***, you think i'd give you the pleasure? is that what you believe, is that what you f****** wanna hear? you f****** know i'm real, you f****** know i'm here...i know you inside out, i know you better than i know myself......i serve you better than i serve myself...why? why, why is this in me.
i'm breathing, i'm praying to that selfish god within me, to that hollow god that stalks you. praise your g****** life, fulfill your g****** life...praise your g******** life, fulfill your g******** life. stillborn liar, wartorn liar, forlorn liar. i may fail but you have to pick me up to see, i may fail but you have to test me out to see. i may fail but you have to pick me up to see, i may fail but you have to test me out to see. you scatter, but i have to gather, fallen all over and i will gather. you scatter, but i have to gather, fallen all over and i will gather. why?