Sinking Lyrics

every time I look I'm sinking
every time I blink I disappear
traps surrounding all good feelings
heavens will you open up for me
I wasn't always a stranger
or have I always been
just never noticed it
every time I look I'm sinking

what to do with all my treasons
make amends and throw them off a bridge
there is hope for all my seasons
heaven help me
the lights went out
I try
to keep
my head
above the water
without
it getting chopped off
but what happens?
every time I look I'm sinking
I don't want to sink in mirrors
tell me I will make the grade
cut the lines tied to my fingers
I don't want to just play this game