Love Controlled Despair Lyrics

(I wish) To flee and to be gone
(I want) Detached from myself
To see clearly what's beyond
The dreary and cold
Walls within my head
I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regret

All I want is you to be there
I no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind
(I wish) To set free and to forgive
(I want) An illusion of myself
To breathe and truly live
Without the claws
The claws within my head

All I want is you to be there
And no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind
I exist in desire in my dark haven
I long to cleanse my soul of regret

All I want is you to be there...

All I want is you to be there
And no longer feel dead inside
I'm in love controlled despair
Wish to sleep and leave all behind.