Beat me down with words and steal my air
Fill my head with things that you want there
Blind my eyes so I can barely see
Take control and live my life for me
So afraid that I might have ideas
On what I'll miss and what life really is
Down the road I will be on my own
Sheltered life the only thing I've known
Get on with it you forget what life is about
You will regret what you did if you wake up
Too much for me to forgive you've f***** me up
Do not forget what I said I've had enough
Father please I want to live my life
The way I see it keeps me satisfied
All this time you could've helped me out
By showing me what life is all about
Underneath I wear a vacant smile
You turn mere feet in front of me to miles
People question what I think and do
If only they knew what you put me through
Waking up I slowly make my way
I go to work I make it everyday
Trouble when I have to interact
Use of words and social skills I lack
Doing fine when I am left alone
I end my day and make my way back home
Night rolls in and as I crawl in bed
I still remember everything you said
Get out of here I don't care if you live on
I never make a mistake you're not my son
You're everything that I'm not you only lack
If only I had a chance I'd send you back
Not my seed you said it's in my eyes
I don not need you standing by my side
What you've done to me I can't forgive
I'll live my life the way I want to live
Years go by since I've been on my own
I'm doing well althought I've left your home
Things you could've taught me yesterday
I'm learning everything the hard way
Fill my head with things that you want there
Blind my eyes so I can barely see
Take control and live my life for me
So afraid that I might have ideas
On what I'll miss and what life really is
Down the road I will be on my own
Sheltered life the only thing I've known
Get on with it you forget what life is about
You will regret what you did if you wake up
Too much for me to forgive you've f***** me up
Do not forget what I said I've had enough
Father please I want to live my life
The way I see it keeps me satisfied
All this time you could've helped me out
By showing me what life is all about
Underneath I wear a vacant smile
You turn mere feet in front of me to miles
People question what I think and do
If only they knew what you put me through
Waking up I slowly make my way
I go to work I make it everyday
Trouble when I have to interact
Use of words and social skills I lack
Doing fine when I am left alone
I end my day and make my way back home
Night rolls in and as I crawl in bed
I still remember everything you said
Get out of here I don't care if you live on
I never make a mistake you're not my son
You're everything that I'm not you only lack
If only I had a chance I'd send you back
Not my seed you said it's in my eyes
I don not need you standing by my side
What you've done to me I can't forgive
I'll live my life the way I want to live
Years go by since I've been on my own
I'm doing well althought I've left your home
Things you could've taught me yesterday
I'm learning everything the hard way