Forever20 Lyrics

look up there - a silhouette beneath the blue blue sky
on the ledge, glaring down, hoping to go on the sly
more and more begin to notice, a few even start to cry
there are people taking pictures, people waving him good-bye
started out unknown, a john doe, no one knew he was alive
he became a trending topic in the twinkling of an eye
now he's standing in the limelight readying for his final dive
and i thought you cannot kill the one that has no life

i don't feel better
you don't make me feel better
i don't want to feel better
don't try to make me feel better
i feel as if i was never here
so many knots left to sever, i'm nowhere near
i'm airy like a feather, i'll fly away
i'll float gently for better, nothing left to say
i was twenty yesterday, now i'm twenty-five
while i'm trying to make things work, life is passing by
persevere as cyber-ghosts when our time finally comes
all we'll be is binary code and i'll be a zero amongst ones

i don't feel better
you don't make me feel better
i don't want to feel better
don't try to make me feel better
i feel as if i was never here
so many knots left to sever, i'm nowhere near
i'm airy like a feather, i'll fly away
i'll float gently for better, nothing left to say
i've worn myself to a shadow
it's time to take one last death blow
leaving this place through a window
all left to do is to withdraw
a bitter truth is approaching
i'm fed up with void coping
i only wanted to fly
but life sucks and then you die