Out of Control Lyrics

I can't beat you
and end up myself so trashed and splashed
and fight with my obsession
and feel the tension
I need precaution
I would like to show
Cut open my skull
look into my head
I don't know why it's so harsh
I can be so brash
I'm going to clash

'Cause I feel
I can always show my everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear, lend me an ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
I give it up

All the things I knew
the world I trusted
would be the same
If I'd have kept inside my protective castle
And kept my eyes closed
Words are just a toy
That people play with
It's superficial
I know the truth is out there
The hidden answer
That someone left there

'Cause I feel
I can always show my everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear, lend me an ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
If I can
Id travel back in time
Start it all over again
Following a calculated path to live
But one day I
Will come across the same
Feeling again
And know that it will carry over

'Cause I feel
I can always show my everything to you
If this moment was for me
I try to hear, lend me an ear
Voices inside
One link to join it all
So it goes again