Bound to a Bleak Past Lyrics

The future, seems to be dark.
When i see how my life goes.
I thought I escaped.
But it was just in my mind.
I don't want to look back, 'I don't...'
But i can't help it.
its breaking me 'taking me...'
Into piece's... 'why...'

I struggle to forget these things.
Because these thoughts are killing me.
How much longer do i have to resist.
I am tired, tired of my life.
Bound to my bleak past.
Like a curse on my soul.
Never shall i find rest.
I will carry this to my end.

Pain that will never leave me...
A scar in my mind that will never heal...
Painful memories , that no one will understand.
I'm facing this on my own...
Painful memories, that i can't forget.
Even if i try...

I have to face this to my end...