Radically Change Myself Lyrics

institutionalised opposition, defining myself through antis not pros
how can one boy be so full of hate when he was never beaten in his f****** face
why can't i accept - my opinion is no law - there are others worth as much as mine
so alone, so alone, caught alone by walls i built myself
a mirror - a smiling face - but even this - smile is a lie
no one here - to drag down - just a fake smile - and a fake boy
and in the end it's all about being a good friend and not alone
i know i cheated you more than once, treated you like s***, forgive me, forgive me
relief!

i realized i chained myself
in a net of self righteous morality, the judge and the jury in one d*** hand
political correctness can be a drug if you don't take care, look at my f****** veins
if revolution means - aiming with guns at friends - then go ahead but i drop out right here
hearts broken, blood went black, stolen eyes and i'm unable to move

let me take back all the s*** i've done to you to drag you down
let me take back all the lies i told to make me look so cool and
please give me another chance, i know i don't deserve it but help me please
radical change - radically change myself