I ride through crystalline skies, blind
driven by purpose to the apex
Flung toward the sun
Into the light
I break down and pray
With you in ash
Cinder and smoke
I forget your face
I fear the nearer that I approach
I can't give you to the wind
To lay you to rest
Return to dust
I have to let go
Five years have gone
Won't toss the urn
Still hoping you'll return
Suddenly with mind lain open
You're offering me your hand
but I know it is just an illusion
At least until I reach my end
And in my sorrow, this longing still remains
Memories, not my own, haunt my dreams
Now a void where once there was so much more
Here your vessel and my guilt are now laid to rest
driven by purpose to the apex
Flung toward the sun
Into the light
I break down and pray
With you in ash
Cinder and smoke
I forget your face
I fear the nearer that I approach
I can't give you to the wind
To lay you to rest
Return to dust
I have to let go
Five years have gone
Won't toss the urn
Still hoping you'll return
Suddenly with mind lain open
You're offering me your hand
but I know it is just an illusion
At least until I reach my end
And in my sorrow, this longing still remains
Memories, not my own, haunt my dreams
Now a void where once there was so much more
Here your vessel and my guilt are now laid to rest