What do I do to ignore them behind me
Do I follow my instincts blindly
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I sit here and try to stand it
Or do I try to catch them red-handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can"t rely on myself
I can"t look around
It"s too much to take in
I can"t hold on
When I"m stretched so thin
I cant slow down
Watching everything spin
I can"t look past
It"s starting over again
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can"t rely on myself
I can"t look around
It"s too much to take in
I can"t hold on
When I"m stretched so thin
I cant slow down
Watching everything spin
I can"t look past
It"s starting over again
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No mater what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Do I follow my instincts blindly
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I sit here and try to stand it
Or do I try to catch them red-handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can"t rely on myself
I can"t look around
It"s too much to take in
I can"t hold on
When I"m stretched so thin
I cant slow down
Watching everything spin
I can"t look past
It"s starting over again
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can"t rely on myself
I can"t look around
It"s too much to take in
I can"t hold on
When I"m stretched so thin
I cant slow down
Watching everything spin
I can"t look past
It"s starting over again
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No mater what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside
Don"t you know
I can"t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can"t seem to convince myself why
I"m stuck on the outside