Did protons and electrons create the earth
or did Allah medidate and create its birth
is everyday in this place a curse
or should I pray on my knees and embrace its dirt?
yeah
I dunno if there's a reason I'm here
I feel the only thing driving me is reason and fear
and seeing death could be concievebly near
so I don't give a f*** what you think about me reaching for beer
I don't worry anymore about what my friends do
I have a more urgent matter to attend to
is this something there bigger when I die and vanish
that weaves everyone and everything into a canvace?
I'm not smart enough to think I have a resolution
I'd never beat a man with mediocre constitution
my father told me that blood and power intoxicate
and that tyranny is a product of his father's hate
...yeah
I recognise the given sins of the father
and recognise what's built stems from the author
understand that man is not a machine
he needs a surface and a purpose and a reason for being
eitherway I'm gonna stick with my fam
regardless if that's a dream of a rediculus man
and I'm becoming more indifferent everyday
so naturally all the questions have faded away
some of the things that I said I hated to say
but blame yourself m*********** you made it this way
I don't think I would even if I was able to stay
I don't think you're good I would sit to the angels and pray
but everybody gotta deal with themselves
if they cut another throat for their material wealth
if it's a problem are you man enough to deal with help
or are you destined to the darkness of conceiling yourself?
...yeah
I try to deal with the 30 years I spent in prison
not the physical, because of existentialism
I back myself into a previously dead position
when all I ever had to do is just repent and listen
why can't everybody leave me alone
I'm the only one who really need to see that i've grown
You ain't smart enough to see what I know
I like to stab myself so let me f***** bleed till I go
but I'm just scared for what happened on the other side
try to fight the good fight how many of us died
I don't know if I trust the people that hang with me
is it GOD or is it the big bang theory
I know some good people and they ???
but I don't think that comically that they should hang really
at 30 years old I don't have peace yet
and I ain't get out the belly of the beast yet!
or did Allah medidate and create its birth
is everyday in this place a curse
or should I pray on my knees and embrace its dirt?
yeah
I dunno if there's a reason I'm here
I feel the only thing driving me is reason and fear
and seeing death could be concievebly near
so I don't give a f*** what you think about me reaching for beer
I don't worry anymore about what my friends do
I have a more urgent matter to attend to
is this something there bigger when I die and vanish
that weaves everyone and everything into a canvace?
I'm not smart enough to think I have a resolution
I'd never beat a man with mediocre constitution
my father told me that blood and power intoxicate
and that tyranny is a product of his father's hate
...yeah
I recognise the given sins of the father
and recognise what's built stems from the author
understand that man is not a machine
he needs a surface and a purpose and a reason for being
eitherway I'm gonna stick with my fam
regardless if that's a dream of a rediculus man
and I'm becoming more indifferent everyday
so naturally all the questions have faded away
some of the things that I said I hated to say
but blame yourself m*********** you made it this way
I don't think I would even if I was able to stay
I don't think you're good I would sit to the angels and pray
but everybody gotta deal with themselves
if they cut another throat for their material wealth
if it's a problem are you man enough to deal with help
or are you destined to the darkness of conceiling yourself?
...yeah
I try to deal with the 30 years I spent in prison
not the physical, because of existentialism
I back myself into a previously dead position
when all I ever had to do is just repent and listen
why can't everybody leave me alone
I'm the only one who really need to see that i've grown
You ain't smart enough to see what I know
I like to stab myself so let me f***** bleed till I go
but I'm just scared for what happened on the other side
try to fight the good fight how many of us died
I don't know if I trust the people that hang with me
is it GOD or is it the big bang theory
I know some good people and they ???
but I don't think that comically that they should hang really
at 30 years old I don't have peace yet
and I ain't get out the belly of the beast yet!