Can I start to think, without a friend, without a friendship?/ other wings come flying to me but they are going to nowhere/ I know the weight of life, I know the silent night/ can they drag me along this f****** world and they don't injure me?/ can you stay alive?, you, wait alive?, swallowing all this s***.../ I know the weight of life, I know my hardest night.../ ... where I broke upall, and caught the oceans with my mind/ lost breath, won life