Ache Lyrics

I am empty, desperate and depressed
The sadness entrenches itself deep in my heart
My heart beats heavy as thunder in winter
Sighing hurts - I can't breathe
Am I able to think clearly?
Does my reasoning rest in its own elixir - Trapped?

Now I lift my head from this lake of tears
Can't bear myself and my reflection anymore
I hate everything around me. I need to kill!!!

Am I sleeping? Am I dreaming? Am I awake?
I don't know anymore
Am I screaming? Does it hurt? Am I crying?
What do I want?

Time - I need time!
s***e - I need air!
Convulsions force me to the ground
Screams resound around me - going far into the world
I wished I could be this sound