Hope Has Vanished Within My Heart Lyrics

Grief has consumed my heart.
In days when I thought I wouldn't last.
Not without you at least.
My nights are filled with painful memories.
The paintings you gave me.
Hanging on my wall which has now turned into lacerations on my body.
But you don't care..
I know you don't.
Fully focused on forgetting me.
When you were here I already felt forgotten.
Now I lie in bed.
Not wanting to move.
Not wanting to breathe.
Life has become something of misery.
Hope has vanished within my heart.
I don't feel a reason to see the sunrise again.
Not now.
Not without you.
What's the point in even existing.
If I can't exist with you.