Party Lyrics

I didn't have any trouble
and now I had enough of it
and you read my palm and in it
i'm not leaving (living?) without you
I am only half an inch from my own disaster
forever the white is grey
give me what i need again
for my own protection

If there's a party can i come
all alone
oh if there's a birthday party
if there's a party can i come
can i come?
Once upon a time i was falling in love
now i'm only falling apart
totally f***** from the start

forever the white is grey
give me what i need again
for my own protection
a good way to fall asleep
give me what i need again
for my own protection

if there's a party

i feel the countryside is doing me good (?)
but i think i will go? home in a while