Illusion Lyrics

Already at this time
there was a bitter side
My joy although sincere
couldn't be total
Now I rather think that you were
just a parasite
But I didn't see anything
even with my open eyes
I remember well the day
When I met you first
Drank the words from your mouth wide open
I was the heart you targeted to sink
I was the heart to be destroyed
I believed in you - I believed in us
In the setting you built around us
I wish I had never met you there
I wish I won't meet you again

I can't see anything but my eyes are open
Still wondering how it could happen
Can't see anything - I was lost in your lies
Still wondering "why did you break my mind ?"
Each of your lie hid another one
Each of your word upset my world
Each of your thought deconstructed mine
Everything of you left me far behind

I still hear you saying that
We would reach the stars
Telling me we were close to heaven
But will this remind you anything ?
Or am I one of all your kings ?
You just played a role
I was just a toy
A doll emprisonned Within your hands
Wish you could die
Wish you could suffer
Wish you could lie
Six feet under
Regret all your b***s

The desert
Emptiness
In my head
This void I cannot fill in
Nowhere land
There I roam
Seeking nothing but revenge