Oh Lord, Please forgive me for what I'm about to do...
Been runnin' on empty, my options are few...
You know that I did the best that I can...
But I've done hit rock bottom... and my time is at end.
Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger...
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny...
Woman ran off with a friend of mine...
Can't keep a job... too f***** up...
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker...
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.
You know I never meant to hurt anyone...
And I'll face the consequences for everything I done...
And Lord sometimes I wonder if you're even there...
Cause my burden is backbreaking, it's more than I can bear.
Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger...
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny...
Woman ran off with a friend of mine...
Can't keep a job... too f***** up...
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker...
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.
Sitting in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger...
Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger...
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny...
Woman ran off with a friend of mine...
Can't keep a job... cause I'm too f***** up...
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker...
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.
Been runnin' on empty, my options are few...
You know that I did the best that I can...
But I've done hit rock bottom... and my time is at end.
Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger...
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny...
Woman ran off with a friend of mine...
Can't keep a job... too f***** up...
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker...
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.
You know I never meant to hurt anyone...
And I'll face the consequences for everything I done...
And Lord sometimes I wonder if you're even there...
Cause my burden is backbreaking, it's more than I can bear.
Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger...
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny...
Woman ran off with a friend of mine...
Can't keep a job... too f***** up...
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker...
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.
Sitting in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger...
Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger...
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny...
Woman ran off with a friend of mine...
Can't keep a job... cause I'm too f***** up...
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker...
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.