Hopes and planning, goals and role models
When they are all shattered on me
Youths philosoph, life expectations
Sweet wishes are dead and history
Dreams are lost truth so shocking
Reality misanthropy satanic ecstasy
Fatal products of my choices
Now when I'm down, I see through disguise
Shielded illusions, paradise
Self repugnation, auto castration
Eternal battle, ideal and real
Feeling so unreal uselessly
Hating me burning me over again
Killing me bleeding me for my own gain
So wrong misguided, and mostly inverted
Deformed arhytmic, internal abnormal
In me for you, devils worst child
Born to be vile
Born to be so f****** repulsive
Coming demise closer brighter
Sorrow pain expires in fire
Greeting death of evil empire
Farewell to me... Vile
When they are all shattered on me
Youths philosoph, life expectations
Sweet wishes are dead and history
Dreams are lost truth so shocking
Reality misanthropy satanic ecstasy
Fatal products of my choices
Now when I'm down, I see through disguise
Shielded illusions, paradise
Self repugnation, auto castration
Eternal battle, ideal and real
Feeling so unreal uselessly
Hating me burning me over again
Killing me bleeding me for my own gain
So wrong misguided, and mostly inverted
Deformed arhytmic, internal abnormal
In me for you, devils worst child
Born to be vile
Born to be so f****** repulsive
Coming demise closer brighter
Sorrow pain expires in fire
Greeting death of evil empire
Farewell to me... Vile