A Morning Excuse Lyrics

Listen to me there's something I can't say loud
I thought it was you and I was so f****** proud
Many a friend walks past your hand, I think that's alright
And I don't care anymore about holding you tight
Another girl is going through my mind
[....] only just that I'll be blind
Since I know her I know (?what's beauty?)
To keep her happy seems my duty
Though you pretend you would understand it's easy for me
My head [....] and I got to go, I got to be free
I know that I would meet you [....]
Even you realise that we still stand right were we started

Another girl is going through my mind
[....] only just I'll be blind
Since I know her I know (?what's beauty?)
To keep her happy seems my duty
I'm scared I could do something wrong
So I just write [....] song