I'm rekindling old romance
With sobriety
Ending our relationship
The burden weighs so heavily
Please don't blame yourself
It's definitely me.
The fear,
The dread,
The crippling anxiety.
It will be the death of me.
It's time to give it up,
It's been twenty-something years.
Financially bankrupt,
Emotionally overwhelmed.
Maybe I'm chasing my tail
Or running round in circles.
Well it's not like the first time
I've smashed my face into this wall.
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd kill ourselves along the way
Forget it all.
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd miss our chance to get away
And blow it all.
I've screamed it all before
Is this time just like last time?
More broken promises
I'm still picking up the pieces
Oh please don't blame yourself,
It's definitely me.
The fear,
The dread,
The crippling anxiety
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd kill ourselves along the way
Forget it all.
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd miss our chance to get away
And blow it all.
With sobriety
Ending our relationship
The burden weighs so heavily
Please don't blame yourself
It's definitely me.
The fear,
The dread,
The crippling anxiety.
It will be the death of me.
It's time to give it up,
It's been twenty-something years.
Financially bankrupt,
Emotionally overwhelmed.
Maybe I'm chasing my tail
Or running round in circles.
Well it's not like the first time
I've smashed my face into this wall.
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd kill ourselves along the way
Forget it all.
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd miss our chance to get away
And blow it all.
I've screamed it all before
Is this time just like last time?
More broken promises
I'm still picking up the pieces
Oh please don't blame yourself,
It's definitely me.
The fear,
The dread,
The crippling anxiety
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd kill ourselves along the way
Forget it all.
It's safe to say
If we did this everyday
We'd miss our chance to get away
And blow it all.