Oh I feel the sting, the disappointment's catching up with me this time
Although I'll succeed I'm too ashamed to look into my father's eyes
oh what have i become
Everything I ever wanted suddenly is proving real tonight... I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want are very things that push my friends aside
And i need them now, oh I need them now
I'm afraid it's all for nothing
Oh why is it hard to see, at a glance it seems that everything's just fine
Yet i see suddenly, it's like I'm seeing wounds appear for the first time
Everything I ever wanted suddenly is proving real tonight... I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want are very things that push my friends aside
And i need them now, oh I need them now
Cause all, all i see are these let down faces looking back at me
Everything I've ever wanted, All the lies I've ever told and the promises and hearts I've broken
Oh I feel them now and I'm afraid it's all for nothing
Although I'll succeed I'm too ashamed to look into my father's eyes
oh what have i become
Everything I ever wanted suddenly is proving real tonight... I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want are very things that push my friends aside
And i need them now, oh I need them now
I'm afraid it's all for nothing
Oh why is it hard to see, at a glance it seems that everything's just fine
Yet i see suddenly, it's like I'm seeing wounds appear for the first time
Everything I ever wanted suddenly is proving real tonight... I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want are very things that push my friends aside
And i need them now, oh I need them now
Cause all, all i see are these let down faces looking back at me
Everything I've ever wanted, All the lies I've ever told and the promises and hearts I've broken
Oh I feel them now and I'm afraid it's all for nothing