Hardly Lyrics

I am a memory,
I never existed
And now I am nothing.
Her name, a single word
Melts me, takes me to the ground.
Only alive, can? she see
I? destroyed by yesterdays.

And do I gain?
I could only Dream
For chance to side with me,
Inquire, ingest, implode.
Let this not be the disassemblance of me.
Another night with arms still empty.

I? destroyed.

And do I gain?
Or just fall.