Place I Was Before Lyrics

Today is not my day but I'm

Still searching for reasons to try
I can't help but think I've chosen the wrong door

Cause this isn't the life I want anymore

I've been up all night

Pacing my mind for a new life

Cause this one don't fit right

And I don't know if I'm awake, dead, or sleeping on the floor
Just take me back to the place I was before

Was there a time I can't recall?

A missing page that said it all?

Wish I could say that I'll get through but I'm not sure
When the sun comes up if I'm not here

I'm at the place I was before

I could buy a thousand years but still

I'd never find a way around my fate

I can't hide the way I fear inside

Each step I take's one closer to the grave