A morning, it was, it was like slow motion and everything was so out of my control and she said to me: your music has really been there for me and I wanna be there for you and... let's go and... within a couple of seconds... I hear her crying and... In that moment, I don't know... what happens where souls go, but I really realized the depth of love that I had and... thank God for music, because I really had a very hard time taking the next step and... like always the songs seemed to...find me and... you know the songs have become... my babies.