This is what is. This is really important. This is what is. This is useless. I'm wasting my time. I'm wasting myself. I won't bleed for nothing, because to me this is something. I won't turn myself inside out for your pleasure. And I don't want this just to be background noise. This is something. This is what runs in my veins. I put a lot into this. I get a lot out. Out of myself - out of what I do. I live for this.