100 K's 'Round Carmel Lyrics

he was right. everytime, like every time. he was right.
by the dawn of the sun. i didn't let it ruin my night, i just sighed.
then when i found her crying, i found out the old girl finally died, she finally died.
but i don't wanna feel that again,
selfish and uncaring, it's a f****** awful pain.
and i don't wanna feel that again,
smoking in the carpark while I lie about my age.
i watch the ??? fall above with grandpa and his mortal soul.
i helped ? with the gun, ??? getting really old, really really old.
i walk 100 k's round carmel with a f****** cup of tea. yeah.

the ? can be pretty harmful but that won't bother me

but I don't wanna feel that again,
selfish and uncaring, it's a f****** awful pain.
and I don't wanna feel that again,
smoking in the car park while i lie about my age