Soul Searching Lyrics

Deceived, you lied
Filled my head with empty promises
Thought that this was real
Guess I was wrong again
No surprise
Should have seen through your disguises
But I fell victim to your f****** games
Fool myself
Into thinking you still care
But the truth is
You were never there

Tried to sleep it off
And lied awake for days
The s*** you put me through
Has left me insane
I'm barely holding on
What the f*** do I do
This isn't just goodbye
This is I hate you
Soul searching
And I came across some answers
To the questions you would just ignore
Stuck in desperation
Just avoiding the truth
This isn't what I want anymore
You offered up excuses
That's all you ever gave me
Looked past the obvious to make things work
But you tore it apart
Afraid to get hurt
I saw a light in your eyes
And I got burned
I tried to sleep it off
And lied awake for days
The s*** you put me through
Has left me insane
A bitter f****** taste
Is all that's left in my mouth
I should have seen through
f****** sooner than now

I turn my back on the ones who turned on me!