Thinking Lyrics

I keep thinking I see you
When I'm sleeping I dream you
And my head's as heavy as the weight of my body
Your silence confuses me
What I want is an explanation
What I need is to be released
Cause part of me, yeah it's still holding onto you
Cause part of me likes to feel defeat
So what if this ?? the one thing is really real
And I screwed it up yeah to keep myself awake
Somewhere inside me I still believe
that I don't deserve to be loved this way
And what I want is an explanation
What I need, I need to be released
Cause part of me, yeah it's still holding on to you
Cause part of me, it likes to feel defeat
I keep thinking
I keep thinking