i have this drug called hate flowing through my veins. cut me open and see what misery is like. i can't look anyone in the eyes without disgust. searched this life for something to love. behind these dead eyes, there's no love for the world. i feel trapped by this world. cause i've looked and found that nothing good is here. so what's left when all you know is hate? f*** this life, f*** destiny and fate. this place has left me alone, self-imprisoned. and i have grown cold, and i have grown numb. love is a weakness and remorse is for f****** cowards.