I miss my loved one, sometimes feel like I'm still with her
I know you see me like Houdini mastering escapism
Some fake grinning, head spin in the spider web they fit in
The weak fled, they aint willing it seems like we aint winning
But f*** it
That's how my life has always been
We can moan all night but I need to learn some discipline
"I aint listening" is probably what I would say if I was you
Cause I learnt the hard way from all the s*** I went through
But sometimes that's how it has to be
Messing up and acting free
Falling far from the tree
The beat really attracted me
Perfect match for me for when I met my biggest fear
Heart bleeds a tear for three people lost in that year
Through the crack I'll peer as I glare at the world today
Stiff without a care, till I bleed and I start to sway
Cause whether sun or rain hail
Living broke or basking wealth
It don't matter
You can't run away from yourself
ref
I'm standing on the f****** edge
Mountains' crumbling down the ledge
This will be my final pledge
In the morning I'll be dead
Drugs flying round my head
Let's get mashed, no need to ????
Give me ten gurners, two grams and some 2C-I
And we can get high
Until the stars start to fall
No provision, triple vision when the ???? starts to ????
It seems cool, I just quit school they couldn't stop it
But I consumed more than I make of my profit
Coinage in my pocket
Back rigid, out of socket
Brain saying that I've lost it
Too paranoid to clock it
But can't stop it
And I don't know who to trust
Bounty's on my head, my friends are acting like they aint fussed
I can feel like something's changing, this will be my inspiration
Through the dark nights I'm chasing that dream I aint facing
So I cut it off, right there and untie the noose
Cause my direction cannot be controlled by my excuse.
I know you see me like Houdini mastering escapism
Some fake grinning, head spin in the spider web they fit in
The weak fled, they aint willing it seems like we aint winning
But f*** it
That's how my life has always been
We can moan all night but I need to learn some discipline
"I aint listening" is probably what I would say if I was you
Cause I learnt the hard way from all the s*** I went through
But sometimes that's how it has to be
Messing up and acting free
Falling far from the tree
The beat really attracted me
Perfect match for me for when I met my biggest fear
Heart bleeds a tear for three people lost in that year
Through the crack I'll peer as I glare at the world today
Stiff without a care, till I bleed and I start to sway
Cause whether sun or rain hail
Living broke or basking wealth
It don't matter
You can't run away from yourself
ref
I'm standing on the f****** edge
Mountains' crumbling down the ledge
This will be my final pledge
In the morning I'll be dead
Drugs flying round my head
Let's get mashed, no need to ????
Give me ten gurners, two grams and some 2C-I
And we can get high
Until the stars start to fall
No provision, triple vision when the ???? starts to ????
It seems cool, I just quit school they couldn't stop it
But I consumed more than I make of my profit
Coinage in my pocket
Back rigid, out of socket
Brain saying that I've lost it
Too paranoid to clock it
But can't stop it
And I don't know who to trust
Bounty's on my head, my friends are acting like they aint fussed
I can feel like something's changing, this will be my inspiration
Through the dark nights I'm chasing that dream I aint facing
So I cut it off, right there and untie the noose
Cause my direction cannot be controlled by my excuse.