Now and After Lyrics

Waiting to turn my pain into tears
Lifting the d*** that's blocking the stream
Now that the stones have melt from my heart
I feel as empty as I've felt in the start
Is it myself I'm trying to fool
Hiding behind established rools?
Is it myself I'm trying to buy
Trading the havens for the sky?

Waiting to pour my happiness out
Laughing and smiling, dancing around
Now that the bliss has melt from my soul
i feel as empty as I've felt before

Is it myself I'm trying to fool
Hiding behind established rools?
Is it myself I'm trying to buy
Trading the havens for the sky?
Beautiful, busy, astonished, attractive
Devoted, deceptive, aggressive and blind
Fabulous, fertile, forsaken, suspicious
Pretenciouss, perverted, reluctant and kind
Nervous, nostalgic, sincere, superficial
Uncertain, dependent, sarcastic and loud
Sensitive, sensual, afraid, apprehensive
Difficult, stubborn, possessive and proud
Every day
Changing
All the time
Waiting
Is it myself I'm trying to fool
Hiding behind established rools?
Is it myself I'm trying to buy
Trading the havens for the sky?

Waiting for plans to succeed
Working on their fullfilment for years
Now that all my dreams have come true
I feel there's nothing else here for me to do